What Rain Is For — Summary

Risa BearCheerful

The last three summers, as she recalls them, Her heavy-clay bit of earth opened hexagonally; Into the depths she stared, seeing dry darkness So desiccated, she fancied worms and millipedes In despair had decamped, seeking other worlds.

She poked at crevasses with her stick, finding bottom Well deeper than twelve inches. Not knowing How to garden in any but a rain forest, she Attacked books and websites for some scheme The budget could be stretched for: shade cloths, Raised beds, huge-log hugelkulturs, keyhole beds. All were possible, but her hands, old, worked In fits and starts; her money allocated elsewhere.

Now she startles, looking at her night sky, so steeped In stars all summer, finding it black and close. Some drops, like bad boys' spitballs, carom off her Face. More, and now she's happily drenched in her Old nightgown, dancing slow circles. Autumn proves Real at last. This dance is what rain is for.

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After three summers of watching her clay soil split into hexagonal cracks and turn dust-dry, an older gardener has nearly given up. She pokes a stick into crevasses more than a foot deep and imagines worms fleeing to other worlds. Accustomed to wetter conditions, she studies shade cloths, raised beds, and hugelkulturs—but her hands work only in fits and starts, and money goes elsewhere. The mood is brittle and tired, like the ground itself.

Then one night the sky, usually steeped in summer stars, turns black and close. A few drops hit her face, then real rain soaks her nightgown, and she dances slow circles. The relief is personal and physical: autumn has finally arrived. The poem ends on quiet, grateful joy, as if the dance itself is the answer to all that waiting—rain isn’t only for the garden, but for this release.

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