Heat Stroke — Summary

Hans OstromContemplative

One day in July, Sierra Nevada (sun unblocked, high, blazing) —I was splitting and stacking tamarack-rounds for somebody in town. Heat came up through my body to my head.

went blind. I was seventeen, had learned by then to be more embarrassed than frightened by affliction. I saw just well enough to stagger down to the general store, stumbled into an old man, who laughed. I found a bench, waited for eyesight to clear. Somebody got water. I went back to the wood pile eventually.

This has been a pattern of sorts in my life— work hard until I go blind or fall over, recover, go back to work.

Tamarack sap smells sweet, and a person’s brain can get too hot— how strange life really is.

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In “Heat Stroke,” Hans Ostrom remembers a July day in the Sierra Nevada, splitting tamarack wood in blazing sun. The heat rises through his body until, at seventeen, he goes blind. The moment is filtered through a teenager’s self-consciousness: he is more embarrassed than frightened, staggers to the general store, bumps into an old man who laughs, and waits on a bench until his sight clears. Then he goes back to the woodpile.

The adult speaker recognizes that same rhythm in his life—working hard until he collapses, recovering, and returning to work. The tone is spare, wry, and quietly reflective; even the sweet smell of tamarack sap sits alongside the alarming fact that a brain can overheat. It leaves a mood of stoic wonder at how strange and demanding ordinary life can be.

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