Just A Failure

Every time I think Of my old home, My old life All I ever want Is for someone to love me I don't mean to sound desperate I don't mean to sound stupid But I really wish

That I had someone to love me

I miss him

I miss him all the time Every time I listen to that song on the radio Every time I look at that necklace he gave me I hate to say it But my best friend is dead His name was Jaylen He was a sweet heart And I will never see him

Ever again

I should be happy

I should be caring I have No reason to be depressed Yet, I still slide that blade across my skin I need to be happy I need someone to love me I wish I could love somebody I just... I just wish