i Know Not — Summary

i know it’s my fault i know this by now i know you meant it all i know you know how.

i know your heart has no heat i know i can’t be sure of mine i know you laughed at my demise i know you hope there’s no lifeline.

i know that you enjoyed yourself i know that it’s now my turn i know you’re still watching i know you’re fearful that you’ll burn.

i know it’s not your fault i know it hardly never ever is i know your blood is laced with salt i know you never ask why not.

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Agent Aslan's "i Know Not" is a string of admissions from someone who has been hurt by another person and is trying to make sense of it. Almost every line starts with "i know," which gives the poem a tired, repetitive rhythm, like someone going over the same thoughts again and again in the dark.

The speaker begins by accepting the blame, but the picture gets more complicated. The other person is described as cold-hearted, someone who laughed at the speaker's downfall and hoped for no rescue. Yet the speaker also senses a shift: it is "now my turn," and the other person is watching, afraid of getting burned. The last stanza flips the opening. "It's not your fault" sounds less like forgiveness and more like bitter irony, since this person never asks "why not."

The mood is weary, wounded, and quietly resentful. The speaker seems to know far more than the repeated "i know" lets on, and the title, "i Know Not," hints that all this certainty may be hiding real confusion.

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