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and I just need somebody to talk to, I just feel so lost, just a bit of guidance, But at what cost.

No one seems to care but they had the guts you ask me to share my insecurities.

And in all honesty I just want someone to love me, as I love them. and here I am rambling again

it's another sleepless night oh what a delight to not be able to sleep when you can feel the anxiety and depression creeping in.

but yet being myself just isn't good enough so plaster on a smile and wear those clothes that everyone talks about maybe then I'll be accepted maybe then I'll feel loved

but for now it feels like I'm drowning and no there isn't an end to this because I've been drowning for a while.

but no one took the time to ask me if I'm alright.