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here we go again my heart shattering again but I just don't seem to care

A little laugh A little smile that'll keep them off my back for a while.

there isn't a day where I wouldn't like to say maybe today I wouldn't feel this way

maybe.... No it's just me you see and my insecurities.

I'm just procrastinating nothing new oh how I wish you knew The things I do

it's all in my head just the thoughts of wishing I was dead. all in my head all in my all in no, I should stop thinking this way but I don't have a choice it happens everyday.

but please for my sake don't string me along or sing me one of my favorite songs don't pretend to care when you're not always there.

you see, you're just making it worse for this little girl inside me trying to get rid of this curse.