From Forest Park Fragments — Summary

Her hair longer now, falling away from the skull, legs radiant with cancer she smiled giddy as a harlot

mother of mine halfeaten in the dream. The housecoat about to fall, she shuffled in it, brightest eyes

free from the mind in sleep rives sleep to brightest day, the naked and their relics (gifts, rewards the spirit gives again)

My mother as the whore - lolling obscenely through the dream, giggling with her half- lit companions of the dead, cruising through the city of graves, legs bandaged

in an open housecoat the crawling pelt alive below her belly and the belly a wrinkled buddha's face winking through the folds of soiled rayon.

She had died of cancer, her legs luminous in death, she shuffled lewdly, the stained clothes chafing and slipping, she murmurs "syphilis my sweet syphilis the rot of it - calls you back -- to inhabit my flour white flesh again."

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The speaker dreams of his dead mother, and the dream is grotesque. She died of cancer, and she comes back with bandaged, glowing legs, a loose housecoat, and a giggling, shameless manner, keeping company with other dead people as they wander a "city of graves." He calls her a "whore," and the word shows how shocked and unsettled he is by what sleep has done to her image.

The details are physical and hard to look at: her belly like a "wrinkled buddha's face winking," the soiled rayon, the "crawling pelt." Yet her eyes are the "brightest," and the poem hints that dreams strip away the mind's defences and give back strange "gifts." Her final speech, praising syphilis and its rot, mixes disease, desire and death together. The mood is disturbing, morbid and darkly intimate. The speaker seems caught between horror, grief and a fascination he can't shake, as if illness and death have turned his mother into someone he must look at but cannot comfortably recognise.

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