To You as Balboa, Let Us Say... — Summary

Carol BergeRomantic

Only the missing you pivots me. After the words. After you have gone naked to discover the Pacific and I have repaired my lips from their blood. Wishing you courage, congratulating you on it all bon voyage on your trip past Molokai It is your bone sockets how they rocked you over me Memory of the sea or Rilke's 'without a tongue, can conjure you at will' After the words after your offer to share the bed or the inabilities As it was that last night with the moon bright across the water as you went into me tongue or magnificence lighting my rooms till now. Sockets, muscles of your back under my hand still. No errors in the way silence joins or we rock. I wish you courage, in any language, this or whatever they speak where you go without me.

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The speaker is mourning a lover who has left, and the title casts him as Balboa, the explorer who "discovered" the Pacific. He has gone off to find something new, while she stays behind with the aftermath. Her tone shifts between brisk, almost polite farewells ("bon voyage," "wishing you courage") and raw physical memory. She recalls the last night, the moon over the water, his bones and muscles moving over her, and she can still feel his back under her hand.

The poem suggests that words failed them. She repeats "After the words," as if talking only caused damage, and she mentions repairing her lips "from their blood." What remains is the body and the silence that once joined them, which she says had "no errors."

The mood is wistful and bittersweet. Her good wishes sound generous, but the ending, "where you go / without me," shows how much the loss still hurts.

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