Take: 3/15/61 — Summary

Diane di PrimaContemplative

maybe i am crazy, since probable nobody else is up, at 3 a m,eating chicken gizzards and reading raymond chandler

after having gone thru all the mail that's hung around for the past ten years, cutting off stamps for anna's kid's collection. i found out, anyway, that joan o'malley for ten years never used stamps w/ pictures, but only those purple threes (it was threes then). which goes to show you.

i have carefully avoided mention of any harpies that might still be on the firescape. i meticulously throw out old dried out rubber bands. if i can manage it i'll pull out the bed & put on a fitted sheet not that you'll notice, one way or the other

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A sleepless speaker fills the small hours with odd, ordinary tasks: eating chicken gizzards, reading Raymond Chandler, sorting through ten years of old mail. The poem opens with a half-joking worry that she might be crazy, since nobody else would be awake. Then it wanders, the way a tired mind does. She cuts stamps off envelopes for a friend's child, and stumbles on a small discovery about someone who only ever used plain purple three-cent stamps. "Which goes to show you," she says, though it's not clear what it shows.

The mood is restless, wry, and a little lonely. The cleaning feels like a way of keeping busy, and she carefully avoids mentioning the "harpies" that might still be on the fire escape, which hints at fears she would rather not face. The last line, "not that you'll notice, one way or the other," is where the loneliness shows. She is making the bed fresh for someone who may not care, or may not be there to see it.

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