«I took the skin of corpses…» — Summary

I took the skin of corpses And dyed them blue for dreams Oh I can wear these everywhere (I sat home in my jeans). I cut the hair of corpses And wove myself a sheath Finer than silk or wool I thought And shivered underneath I cut the ears of corpses To make myself a hood -- Warmer than forget-me-nots I paid for that in blood. I robbed the eyes of corpses So I could face the sun But all the days had cloudy skies And I had lost my own. From the sex of corpses I sewed a union suit Esther, Solomon, God himself Were humbler than my cook. I took the thoughts of corpses To buy my daily needs But all the goods in all the stores Were neatly labeled Me. I borrowed heads of corpses To do my reading by I found my name on every page And every word a lie. Now when I meet the spirits In who's tappings I am jailed They buy me wine or read a book No one can make my bail. When I become a spirit (I'll have to wait for life) I'll sell my deadly body To the student doctor's knife.

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The speaker keeps stealing from corpses: skin, hair, ears, eyes, even thoughts. Each theft is meant to fix something, to give her a dream, some warmth, a way to face the sun, a voice to use in the world. Each one backfires. The hood costs her blood, the stolen eyes leave her without her own, and the borrowed thoughts and books only show her name and a lie. Judging by the imagery, the corpses stand for dead voices and inherited ideas, and she can't make herself out of them.

The tone is dark, bitter and darkly funny, with a nursery-rhyme beat that makes the grisly images feel almost casual. The speaker seems trapped and lonely, "jailed" with no one to pay her bail. Even the spirits she meets are no real help. The ending turns the idea around: she'll offer her own body to medical students, finally giving something real, though she must wait for life first.

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