From an Undelivered Birthday Card — Summary

Gerry GilbertContemplative

The way with June is this: it ends (and first it's my sister's birthday) then it ends Today in the smell of elderberry blossoms today in the colour of rice crispies on a steel spoon of milk today in the hand of putty & windowglass of getting confused/fingers/putty oil/ not really finding/ a way/looks bad/keeps falling out/the depth/of the impossibility/thickness/frush/fruss/infinite heartless boredom/shit/frustration of desire to know/therefore control Or Awhile Swing Today is Linda's Birthday June turn to the word for it return to bed return to dinner tune to breath breathe Make a note for anytime to sing of Today I wore a gingham/shirt without sweater it shone 25th of June Birthday

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The speaker is caught between the passing of a month and the small, stubborn details of one particular day, the 25th of June, which is Linda's birthday. The opening lines feel almost like a shrug: June ends, and before it does, there is a birthday to mark. Then the poem fills with sensory scraps: elderberry blossoms, cereal on a spoon, and a frustrating attempt to fix a window with putty. The broken, slashed phrasing mimics fumbling fingers, and the speaker's irritation spills out in words like "boredom" and "shit." The poem suggests that wanting to understand and control things is exactly what makes them maddening.

Then the mood shifts. The speaker tells himself to turn back to simple things: bed, dinner, breath. He decides to make a note to sing about "Today," and the poem closes on a quiet image of a gingham shirt that "shone." The title suggests a card that never got sent, but the poem itself becomes the celebration: messy, distracted, and warm.

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