To Be Struck Alive by Different Weather — Summary

Dawn spills out of slate sky. But It's a dawn of moldy words, old fingers: colors of knives and concrete. My skin waits for an orangejuice sun, to be struck alive by different weather. Still the room drowns. He said, Baby you'd better choose now. Beating, beating. Under the mountain of grey sheets, no answer. Verbs of dust hurt my eye. But I don't see how to go with him. Or how to stay in these walls I can't live in where everything falls with the frostbrown apples, where an icebird keeps banging against the window. And cries for what is green and warm keep bruising the glass inside my bones.

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A woman wakes at dawn in a room she can't bear, caught between two bad choices. A man has told her, "Baby you'd better choose now," and she can't answer. She lies under grey sheets, unable to decide whether to go with him or stay where she is.

The imagery makes the dawn feel anything but fresh. It is a "moldy" dawn, in the colors of "knives and concrete," and even the words around her seem stale and full of dust. Against this, she longs for an "orangejuice sun," a bright, living kind of weather that could wake her up. The frostbrown apples and the icebird beating at the window suggest decay, cold, and something wild trying to get out. The last lines turn that struggle inward: her need for "what is green and warm" bruises the glass "inside my bones." The mood is stuck, aching, and quietly desperate, a longing for change she can't yet act on.

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