The Dream of the Starving Birds — Summary

After long delay I have entered the room of the starving birds. I bought a machine selling squirrels and placed it in my room with pigeons on porches (their gentle, multicolored wings!), little birds in cages asking to be fed, a great black raven, and, beyond my sight, another Larger bird. Then I chanced them; journeyed, left the room, but I worried, and soon I came back to feed them.

A sense of urgency has driven me to take my plate of omelet upstairs. Under my arm, a bag of bird feed. I feed the noisy ones, the little birds, first; then the pigeons who stay on their perches reaching fledgeling beaks. At first I feed them omelet with a fork. The raven crosses the room for omelet. I stuff the soft yellow down their bills and hope it will keep them alive. I glance at the machine. I am guilty of its rotting dead. But the Squirrels have turned also machine; sterile; tumbled over in their plastic boxes, their tails made of wire and copper sponge. I dread them,

The big bird stands behind me to my left, undefined, waiting to be found while I give the birds wild bird seed.

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The speaker describes a dream in which they have left a room full of creatures in their care and return, worried, to find them starving. There are pigeons, small caged birds, a raven, and a larger bird that stays out of sight. The speaker rushes upstairs with an omelet and a bag of feed, stuffing food into beaks and hoping it will be enough.

The mood is anxious and uneasy, with a strong sense of guilt. The speaker admits to being responsible for "its rotting dead," and the squirrels from the vending machine have turned into something lifeless, with wire and copper tails. The speaker dreads them. Living things and cold machinery blur together in a way that feels typically dreamlike.

The final image is the most unsettling: the big bird stands behind the speaker, "undefined, waiting to be found." Judging by the imagery, it might stand for a fear or a responsibility the speaker hasn't yet faced. Even while feeding the others, the speaker cannot quite turn around.

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