i hate you

i hate you i hate you i used to tell you that all the time while secretly hoping you wanted to be mine but if i were to see you now i wouldn't say it but to you, i also wouldn't bow i know why i cant say it and it's not because i fell back in love with you or some shit it's because when i used to say it i didn't mean it and i've always been non-confrontational so the reason i can't say it is because over the years it became true so there's only one thing i have left to say; i hate you