THE DRIVE — Summary

Today, aged forty-eight and few months, I gained the right to drive a car. A bit odd, it was, to stand amidst youth, Grey haired, bald and a paunch to boot. Like a baby taking its first steps, I drove an H, snug, between iron rods. Forward in first, backward in reverse, Turn a right and then a left, do it twice for an H. In the clutch, I sense the release In the throttle, the urge to move. Braking when enough, shifting, Gears to change my pace. Aged middle, I drove on the left Steering myself steadily. Off the middle, slightly to left I drove as I have, all my life. Ladies and gents, I always preferred the left. But never to the ridges, just a bit to port. Right or wrong, I went the way, the way My conscience drew the map. Forty-eight years, jerking and moving, Turning wildly, off on a tangent. Reckless a bit, casual a mite, but- Never did I lose the drive to live. A long drive it has been, though Through potholes, mud, rain and sleet. Curves, blocks, unexpected but- Thank God, not reached a dead end yet.

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The speaker has just earned a driving licence at forty-eight, and he's a little self-conscious about it. He stands among teenagers, grey-haired and balding, and describes the test, where he steers a car through an "H" shape between iron rods, like a baby taking first steps. Gradually the poem turns this small achievement into a picture of his whole life.

The car's controls become metaphors. The clutch, the throttle, the brakes and the gears stand for how he has paced himself over the years. He admits he has always drifted to the left, "just a bit to port," following his own conscience rather than a ready-made map. He has been a bit reckless, a bit casual, and has often swerved off on tangents.

The mood is warm, humble and quietly humorous. There's gratitude at the end: after potholes, mud, rain and sleet, he hasn't hit a dead end yet. The tone is hopeful, not boastful.

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