A Methodical Life — Summary

Balachandran VTrivandrum, 20-12-2010Contemplative

There is a method to starting a bike. A deliberateness, a pause, before every step. Keenly detecting flecks of dust, dried droppings Of crows, of oil leaked and sticking like paste Mixed, with the finest of grains Wiping it all clean.

Flipping back the stand, inserting the key And turning it right, assured of the green light, You depress the lever; throttle closed, Carefully pressing your foot down on the kicker You pause – again, before bringing it down again Gently, but firmly and swiftly, Listening to the plug catching a spark. As the engine sputters to life, you listen to the thuds, even. With such intimacy, with almost love, you listen To the throb; your bike is alive.

In the mornings, waking up, unwilling to let go my dreams, Listening to my breath, I wish I had a method A deliberateness, an awareness Of my life The way I started my bike.

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The poem begins with a very ordinary task: getting a motorbike running. But the speaker describes it with real care. He wipes away dust, crow droppings and sticky oil, turns the key, checks the light, and presses the kicker in two stages, pausing before the final firm kick. Then he listens as the engine catches and settles into its steady thud. The words "intimacy" and "almost love" show how much the speaker values this small ritual.

In the last stanza the poem turns inward. The speaker wakes in the morning, reluctant to leave his dreams, and listens to his own breath much as he listened to the engine. Here he admits something: he wishes he approached his life with the same deliberateness and awareness. The mood is quiet and gently wistful. There is no anger or despair, just a thoughtful longing to give his own days the attention he gives a machine.

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