Himalaya by Proxy — Summary

Balachandran VTrivandrum 06.06.2011Dreamy

In the air-conditioned chill of the office In the desktop picture of Mount Everest In passwords like Ganga, Yamuna Badri, Kailas or Manasarovar -

Leafing, surreptitiously, through the books on treks To Himalayas and wilderness Dreaming meandering through Rhododendrons and snow bound paths- I imagine the sips of water from my bottle To be that of the streams in the mountains.

It is really so easy; all I have to do Is to get up from my seat Leave the complaining customer Walk over to the window at the rear of the office And look up at the skies…

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Balachandran V's poem is about an office worker who longs for the Himalayas but spends his days indoors, under air conditioning, dealing with customers. He keeps the mountains alive in small, secondhand ways: a desktop picture of Everest, passwords named after rivers and sacred places, trekking books read on the sly. Even a sip from his water bottle becomes, in his imagination, a drink from a mountain stream.

The speaker feels a quiet, restless yearning, mixed with a little guilt, since the reading is done "surreptitiously." The ending shifts the tone. He says escape is "really so easy": he only has to leave his seat, walk to the window, and look up at the sky. The ellipsis at the close leaves that thought hanging. It could be read as gentle irony, since a window and a patch of sky are a thin substitute for the real thing, or as a hint that he may never actually go. The mood is wistful, slightly wry, and tinged with frustration.

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