Smt Kunjamma Wd/o Late Sep Joseph — Summary

Balachandran VAlappuzha, 23.11.2011Sad

Cheques, neatly printed, issued in favour of Smt Kunjamma Wd/o Late Sepoy Joseph Smt Nalini Pavithran Wd/o Late Sepoy Pavithran Smt Chandramathy Wd/o of Late Swr Gopalan and so on and so forth Cheques of the Army Welfare Board, Doles, for the survivors.

Scrawling my signature over them, ticking, rapidly glancing Back and forth at the PC and cheques At the amounts, dates, and other details I flip through the leaves Cursing inwardly at the mounting work And my aching eyes and having To fix a glassy smile on my face – suddenly -

Before my eyes appear the mountains, the deserts The gullies and ravines I feel the numbing cold of the snows And the searing heat of the sands I see blood and gore and hear The booming of cannons And the sharp barking of rifles And men shattered and blown to smithereens I see Joseph and Pavithran and Gopalan.

I slow down the speed of my scrawl, pause And consign the cheques gently into the basket.

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The speaker is an official working through a stack of Army Welfare Board cheques made out to soldiers' widows. At first the job is pure routine: he signs, ticks, checks figures against the screen, grumbles about his tired eyes and the workload, and keeps a polite smile fixed on his face. The list of names, each with "Wd/o Late Sepoy" attached, reads like paperwork, flat and bureaucratic.

Then the poem turns. Suddenly he sees the battlefield those men died in: freezing snows, burning sands, cannon fire, bodies blown apart. The names stop being entries and become Joseph, Pavithran and Gopalan, real men. The shift is sharp, and the stretch of vivid, violent imagery contrasts with the dull office opening.

The ending is quiet. He slows his hand and lays the cheques "gently" in the basket. That small change in behaviour shows his irritation giving way to respect, even guilt. The mood moves from weary routine to shock, then to subdued reverence.

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