I was in a bus when it struck — Summary

Balachandran VTrivandrum, 01-01-2012Sad

Twelve. Waking up from fitful dozing I heard the yelling and screaming Of boys bypassing the bus in their bikes Screaming, “ Happy New Year!”

I look around my fellow passengers – We have yet a long way to reach home There wouldn’t be much of a New Year celebration For us; I love my fellow travelers.

I fall into a reverie, remembering New Years – Ruefully, I remember those, drunken, partying kinds That of lying in the middle of a highway at night That of dizzying hopping from bar to bar That spent on the top of a hill, shivering in the cold That by the side of the sea where I would part with my love.

I remember the New Years, lacklustre, spent at home Indifferent, blank to the gyrating glitterati in the TV New Years spent alone, nursing a drink, bitter Blaming self for the promises unkept, resolutions unresolved.

Chilling gusts of wind blast through the open window.

I remember those who were with us in the beginning of the last year Yet no more, today, or ever, on another New Year day.

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The speaker is riding a bus home when midnight arrives. He wakes from a doze to hear boys on bikes shouting "Happy New Year" as they pass. Inside the bus, nothing much changes. The passengers still have a long way to go, and he feels a quiet affection for them.

That calm moment sets off a reverie. He thinks back over earlier New Years: wild, drunken nights, a hilltop in the cold, a seaside parting from someone he loved. Then come the flatter ones, spent at home, numb to the glitter on television, drinking alone and blaming himself for broken resolutions. The tone is rueful and a little tired.

A single line about cold wind blasting through the window seems to pull him back to the present. The poem ends on its heaviest note: he remembers people who were alive at the start of the last year and are gone now. The celebration outside sounds hollow beside that loss.

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