Resident Fairies — Summary

My home, oasis in the middle of concrete desert. 'Still at the old house?', they ask me - Little do they know I am so proud and smug That I live in the hand- me-down decrepit Where my grandmother and other ghosts linger.

I see them; there he is, my father, hopping down From the coconut frond to nibble the leftover rice There she is, my mother, the bossy Jungle Crow Trying to edge out the squirrel.

Grandmother comes in the evening, hooting, Espying from behind the tree leaves Muttering to herself, uttering inaudible curses At me, her grandson, that impractical dreamer.

They are all there, cousins and aunts Maids and men, children and dogs. They come as they wish, As fairies and birds and butterflies.

Later, when the sun goes down I hear them, flitting in and out Silently, like flickering memories In and out, of my old mango tree.

Who you might be, pretty Jay, Quietly sitting, looking at me?

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The speaker lives in an old, run-down family house that stands like an oasis amid a city of concrete. When others ask, a little pityingly, whether he is "still" there, he answers with quiet pride. For him the house is not decayed at all, because his dead relatives still live in it.

They return as birds and animals. His father is a squirrel hopping down from a coconut frond to nibble leftover rice, his mother a bossy crow pushing the squirrel aside, and his grandmother an owl-like presence who hoots at dusk and mutters curses at her "impractical dreamer" of a grandson. The curses sound more affectionate than harsh, a familiar bit of family grumbling.

The mood is warm, humorous and gently wistful. Grief becomes company, and the speaker seems comforted rather than haunted. The ending turns playful and tender: he spots a jay and asks who it might be, as though one more relative has dropped by.

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