Spider in the Toilet — Summary

Balachandran VTrivandrum 06.02.2019Cheerful

In the claustrophobic cubicle (the reason none other dare use it) That is my exclusive toilet, At the stroke of midnight We engage in a silent conversation.

I sit on the seat, hardly a foot away from her. Twisting myself awkwardly, I strain to focus. in the dim light, her eyes twinkle As the light of the headlamp lights her up.

I have known her ( or her ancestors) for long. Very polite, seemingly embarrassed Having to witness my nocturnal Passage of the bowels, she pretends To be busy with cleaning herself up. Observing her through the camera I am reminded of the many lonely nights and days in toilets I have spent in the company of ants, spiders Geckos and frogs Who sit mute, still, watching me.

She isn't afraid of me; nor am I of her In that companionable, comfortable Camaraderie that I feel only with very few - Dogs, dragonflies and arachnids of different hues.

A cubicle of a toilet is a safe place For friends, outcasts, to come together.

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A man sits in his small, cramped toilet at midnight and notices a spider nearby. He lights her up with a headlamp and watches her through a camera, almost as if they were having a quiet conversation. The humour is gentle: he imagines her as polite and a little embarrassed, pretending to groom herself so she doesn't have to watch him.

Beneath the joke is something warmer. The speaker remembers many lonely hours in toilets, kept company by ants, geckos, frogs and other silent watchers. He says neither he nor the spider is afraid of the other, and he describes the ease between them as a rare kind of friendship, one he feels with very few, such as dogs, dragonflies and other arachnids.

The mood is intimate, wry and tender. By the last lines, the cramped, unglamorous cubicle becomes a safe place where outcasts and friends can simply be together.

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