Nada — Summary

Balachandran V25.08.2008Sad

If this silence lengthens To weeks, months – why, even years You might not learn it when I die. If we are never to meet again, You will never see the lines That ravage my face. If we are never to talk again You will never know That you were there Always in my thoughts.

You shrug, says ‘so what?’ ‘What if you died – Everyone does, don’t they? What if you got old – Everyone does, don’t they? What if I don’t care whether you think of me or not?’

Nothing matters, really. Or doesn't it? Does ‘nothing’ – that is, having nothing, matter? Or is it that ‘nothing’ – no thing, matter? I say, what really matters is – nothing, the vacuum. All that matters to you is you And all that doesn’t relate to you, doesn’t. Take you out of you, Nothing remains The way I now take me out of I … Which is to say, the world ceases to exist when you do.

It reaffirms my belief that everything is actually Nada, nada, nada, nada.

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The speaker is worried about a long silence between himself and someone he cares about. If they never speak or meet again, that person won't see how age has marked his face, or learn that he was always in their thoughts. He might even die without their knowing.

Then the other voice answers, coldly: everyone dies, everyone gets old, and why should it matter whether he thinks of them at all? The speaker takes this in and slides into a kind of wordplay about "nothing." Does having nothing matter, or does "no thing" matter? He decides that what matters is the vacuum itself. If all anyone really cares about is themselves, then when you disappear, the world does too.

The mood starts out tender and a little sad, then turns bitter and numb. The repeated "nada" at the end sounds like a shrug, as if the speaker is protecting himself from being hurt by deciding that nothing counts.

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