Bathroom Babel — Summary

Balachandran VTrivandrum 04.09.2008Anxious

My bathroom is a secure place With a little window to the world. A two-way window, to look out And to look within.

Water runs, chuckling, Washing away dirt; sins too. The resident spider sprints With a cockroach in its mouth. A gecko peers, scrambling As I sprinkle a little water at him.

A stage To enact my fantasies To practice a speech To sing a song To talk to my love Or imagine making love.

Outside, a spider squats in its web A cocoon hangs from a leaf A Koel sings, a Kingfisher shrugs A crow cleans its beak And a squirrel hops up the tree.

Farther, the world waits – Sharpening its claws Cracking its knuckles Gnashing its teeth – The world waits for me.

I hide in my bathroom Comforted by its damp coziness Peering out at the world Bracing to be eaten alive.

A buffer zone, a barrier Between banalities and bitter realities The bathroom determines What I am, what I like to be; And what I do not want to be.

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The speaker treats an ordinary bathroom as a hiding place. It is small and private, yet its little window lets him look out at the world and, just as much, look into himself. Inside, he is free to rehearse speeches, sing, daydream about love, and wash away dirt and perhaps guilt. Even the spiders and geckos feel like fellow residents of this snug, damp space.

Outside, nature carries on calmly: a Koel sings, a crow cleans its beak, a squirrel hops up a tree. The wider human world is different. The poem imagines it as a predator, sharpening its claws and gnashing its teeth, waiting for him. That image reveals his anxiety, and he admits he is "bracing to be eaten alive."

The mood is wry, tender, and a little fearful. The bathroom becomes a buffer between dull everyday routine and harsher realities, and a place where he works out who he is and who he wants to be.

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