As I cross the River of Life — Summary

Balachandran VTrivandrum 16-11-2008Anxious

The riverbank itself is portentous Of the path ahead. The squelchy, soggy soil Sucks in my feet like a cavernous mouth Of a carnivorous creature. I am half – willing to be sucked in.

It can hardly be called a river.

Meandering listlessly through this barren land It is more like a space between two high banks Flat, with few mounds of debris and sand Forlorn, looking woebegone Like refugees weary, resting their limbs.

Ribbons of water run through this space Shallow, scarcely to wet your toes. I look around for signs of life – At the farther side, I spot a bird.

Life! Life! Another one! I find meaning for mine.

Gingerly, I test the water with my toes. Lukewarm, indifferent, It hardly cares who I am. Beneath the fluid, I detect stones, Slimy, slippery, smiling wryly. I am careful. Stepping on each, scrubbing the slime Gripping, putting weight onto the foot, I lift the other to step on the next.

The current is stronger now. The potholes are deeper now. I stumble, I sway, I stagger Panicky, frantic, I look around wildly - Whirlpools swirl, Waters rise – The vulture is nearer now- He looks up at me with a benign smile Feeding on the carcass of a man.

Beyond, the eyes of the riverbank glitter In the cruel, shade-less sun.

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Crossing a river becomes a picture of crossing a life. The speaker begins on a muddy bank that seems to swallow his feet, and he admits he is half willing to be pulled under. The river itself is a letdown: shallow, listless, more like a gap between banks than flowing water. Spotting a single bird gives him a burst of hope, and he feels his own life has meaning again.

That hope fades as he steps into the water. It is lukewarm and indifferent, and the stones beneath it feel slimy and mocking. He moves carefully, but the current strengthens, the potholes deepen, and he panics as whirlpools form and the water rises. Then he sees that the bird is a vulture, smiling calmly as it feeds on a dead man. The mood moves from weary resignation to hope, then to fear. The final image, the bank's eyes glittering under a harsh, shadeless sun, leaves a cold sense that life offers no comfort and no shelter.

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