Regurgitation — Summary

Balachandran VTrivandrum 19-12-2008Sad

All this talk of love, love lost Joys and sorrows - Of inexplicable thoughts Of death; worse, fear of death – Its fine for a solitary afternoon Or a late night when you have The freedom to brood… All you have to do is to regurgitate The stale memories. Though the utter pointlessness of the exercise Hits one like a blast of cold air And one shudders as the blizzard Of loneliness shrouds the self.

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The speaker starts out almost dismissive. Talk of love, loss, joy, sorrow and the fear of death is, he suggests, the kind of thing we indulge in on a lonely afternoon or a late night when there's nothing else to do. The word "regurgitate" is blunt and a bit unpleasant: these aren't fresh feelings but stale memories, chewed over and brought up again.

Then the tone shifts. The pointlessness of all this brooding suddenly "hits one like a blast of cold air." The poem moves from casual, almost bored reflection to a sharp physical shiver. The closing image of a "blizzard of loneliness" shrouding the self suggests that the real discovery isn't any particular memory but how isolated the speaker is. The mood is bleak, chilly and quietly unsettling. The poem seems to say that going over old emotions doesn't comfort us; it only leaves us more alone.

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