Running in — Summary

Balachandran VKottayam, 11/03/2006Romantic

Birth is mundane, a mere formality A realization of dreams, or of lust. In the nurse’s arms, swaddled in clothes, The baby screams, or whimpers with eyes shut. This is it; you have bought it, my lad. Formalities over, the manager stands up The key in his cupped palms. Theatrical, he pauses as if in a short prayer And drops it into your open palm. In her flowered dress, hair braided Arm resting around the baby on her left Proof of my manhood, her motherhood She looks at him, at me, in gratitude and love. I stand a little apart, look uncomprehending At the beast, silent; glittering chrome Massive tyres, sweeping handlebars Steely machine, graceful, powerful. Go on, she says, don’t be scared, Hold him close, your son, my gift. Gingerly, I touch his palm- My finger, too big – Yet, he grips – I let it all flow Into him, into him, into him. I straddle, caress the head Contact; thumping deep, The machine rumbles to life. Gently throttling, I nurse him to move on - I lead him into the streets of chaos.

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The poem plays a clever trick with its central comparison. It opens by calling birth "mundane, a mere formality," then slides into a scene that seems to be a purchase: a manager hands over a key, a woman in a flowered dress looks on with a baby. Only gradually do we see that the "beast" with its chrome, tyres and handlebars is also treated as a newborn. The speaker touches it gingerly, lets his feelings "flow into him," and finally "nurses" it into the streets.

The speaker feels awe, nervousness and tenderness, like a new father unsure of his own hands. The buying of the machine and the arrival of a child blur together, so pride, responsibility and fear all mix. The mood is warm and hopeful, with a slight edge of anxiety in the last line, where he leads something precious into "chaos." The title, "Running in," fits: both the bike and the child must be carefully broken in.

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