New Year Eve — Summary

Balachandran VTrivandrum 31.12.2008Contemplative

Once again, at the gates of another year. In this endless desert The New Year sits like a façade, A prop On the other side of which The endless desert continues.

We will go through the rituals Of living, loving, playing and crying Bringing and burying lives- The perfunctory calls and messages ‘Happy New Year’- We will go on with the play-acting, Feigning interests new Bidding farewells to old.

We conjure up illusions of oases When all around the desert spreads. Perhaps we have to, Lest mirages turn into nightmares.

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On New Year's Eve, the speaker looks at the turning of the year and feels no thrill. Instead of a fresh start, the new year seems like a painted front, a stage prop, and behind it the same desert stretches on. Life is pictured as a barren landscape that doesn't change just because the calendar does.

The speaker sees people repeating familiar rituals: living, loving, playing, crying, welcoming births and burying the dead. Even the cheerful "Happy New Year" calls and messages feel routine, part of a play in which everyone pretends to take a fresh interest in what's new and says goodbye to what's old.

The ending softens the bleakness a little. We invent "oases," small comforts and hopes, because the alternative is worse: without them, mirages would become nightmares. The mood is weary, quiet and honest, though it also shows some sympathy for our need to pretend.

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