The Almirah — Summary

Balachandran VTrivandrum, 27.05.2009Sad

Somewhere in your corners deep, Lies my love's first letter to me. Somewhere in your corners deep, Lies my dreams smothered dead. Somewhere, hidden, swaddled in clothes Trembles my fears, dark and black. Somewhere, among the faded silks A chempaka flower, fragrance faint.

These books that you hold for me, These clothes that you keep for me, These souvenirs of my forgotten past These remnants of my self, uncared for. One day, not long after have I left, Somebody would sweep it all off, Give you a new coat and polish your glass. New clothes, new dreams, sparkles of a new life Will light you up, so blessed are you!

Someplace for me, God, someplace for me To rest , to keep my weary life And someone, anyone - To fill up these bare, empty shelves!

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The speaker talks to an almirah, a wardrobe, as if it were a quiet companion that has kept his life safe. Inside it he imagines a first love letter, a pressed chempaka flower, old silks, and also darker things: smothered dreams and trembling fears. The cupboard becomes a store of everything he has been, the happy and the painful together.

The mood turns sadder as he looks ahead. He pictures a time soon after he is gone, when someone clears everything out, polishes the glass, and fills the shelves with new clothes and new dreams. He says the almirah is "blessed," but the word feels bittersweet, since that fresh life will not include him. The final stanza is a plain prayer. He asks God for a place to rest his tired life, and for someone, anyone, to fill the empty shelves. The poem ends in loneliness, with the cupboard's emptiness standing for his own.

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