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A few days before the new year 2022,

I haven’t felt anything FUN this year, Not much has changed, I haven’t felt anything.

NOTHING No one saw me, No one talked to me, No one met me, No one hear me, No one love me, No one wants me, not even myself. Maybe I just grew up a little bit,

Depressed about death and Ended up loving someone who didn’t exist Or Someone who didn’t know I existed, again.