Can I.

I want to stay with him all the time, I wanted to hug he and say "It's okay, you did it right." I want to read a book with him, I want to cook for he, I also want to feel his warm body, I want to hear his voice, I want to be the only girl in his mind, I want to hold his hand, I want to feel loved too, I want to stay with him all the time, But can I get him? Just because he doesn't exist?