It Hurts

Loving you and knowing, you won’t, hurts Crying deep within, but a broad smile on the face, hurts Not being a part of the special day, hurts Wishing for your happiness, at the cost of my tears, hurts

Looking into the wall to find you with the others, hurts More than a decade, but breaking heart in 10 seconds, hurts Realization of not being a part of your life, hurts Not able to share the feelings, hurts

You being like others, who left, hurts You not choosing me, hurts Moreover, it hurts that these things are not even half of what the mind feels!