An evening in winter — Summary

Balachandran VTrivandrum, 26.06.2009Contemplative

It was dusk outside; inside the long hall Dinner was set; candles lit. Away, from the end of the corridor Twilight fell softly across the floor. At the other end, a door opened To a patch of sky and a green-capped tree.

In the hall, alone at the table, I sat Staring at the food I really didn’t see.

I didn’t hear him first; maybe I sensed – What was he after, inside a house? Silently he had entered from the garden Perhaps a gust of wind swept him in.

A little sparrow, fluttering his wings, He skitters, flies up and down, zigzag. He almost hit the ceiling, and he didn’t - He tried to escape but the windows were closed. I watch him, and in him I see me. He comes up and passes over my head. I wince, a panic rises in me As he flies nearer to the fan.

I am tense; fear grips, I clench my fists.

Then I hear him, he chirps once – Maybe I spoke to him, silent; Maybe knowing is enough, no words; Maybe all it needs are two hearts, To let it be known that we love.

At the other end, sky had become bright And the tree now glowed golden. Now chirping louder, the sparrow shot Swiftly out through the door.

He vanished Into the winter sky Whence he came; I muse on my life – Whence I came Where would I go?

Outside, a cuckoo calls.

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A man sits alone at a dinner table in a quiet hall, too lost in thought to notice his food. Then a small sparrow flutters in from the garden and cannot find its way out. The speaker watches it dart around the room, and he recognises himself in it: both of them are restless and trapped. When the bird swoops near the ceiling fan, he tenses, afraid for it.

The poem's turning point comes when the sparrow chirps once. The speaker senses a silent understanding between them, something that needs no words. After that the mood eases. The light outside turns golden, the sparrow flies out through the open door, and the speaker is left wondering where he himself came from and where he will go. The closing line, a cuckoo calling outside, feels like a calm answer, or perhaps simply life carrying on. The mood moves from anxiety and loneliness to a quiet, reflective peace.

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