Faces — Summary

Balachandran VTrivandrum 08.08.2009Dreamy

In between the sporadic bursts Between the heckling customers The intimidating bosses The gossiping colleagues In between the drudgery and monotony I doodle faces on bits of paper.

Faces of men and women Full face and left profile – I have grown up with these people Though they remained the same - Adults passing through youth.

From behind notebooks, inside novels Corners of text books and on pages left blank - From every possible piece of paper These Picasso profiles stare up at my face.

Most of my women are beautiful; They all have full lips Wide-eyed with long lashes Wearing Bindis and ear-studs Hair wavy, they all glance Off-centre, over my shoulders- Rare are the ones who look into my eyes.

Men mostly sport a moustache Thick eyebrows, thin-lipped Pleasant to look at but - Grim and somehow sorrowful.

They all are so familiar Though none like another.

Doodling, I brood over my men and women. Are they the ones Who come in my dreams? Are they the ones from my lives past – Or the lives yet to live through? Are they the shadows I sense, flitting behind me? Are they, the unknown and strange Souls I see in my own self?

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The speaker is stuck in a dull working day, surrounded by demanding customers, bossy managers and gossiping colleagues. To escape, he doodles faces on scraps of paper, and over time these drawings have become a crowd he feels he has grown up with. The women are mostly beautiful, with full lips and long lashes, yet they look past him rather than at him. The men have moustaches and thick brows, and seem grim and a little sad.

The mood starts out weary and slips into something quieter and more curious. By the end, the speaker is no longer just passing time. He wonders whether these faces come from his dreams, from past or future lives, or from the shadows he senses behind him. His last question suggests the strangers he draws may be parts of himself he doesn't fully know. A small habit of boredom becomes a way of looking inward.

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