i couldnt think of a good title so i just typed some words.

hey. did i do it again? ruin a friendship? you didn't nod hello at me like normal. i guess i started it, cuz i did my thing- my 'im in another mood' thing, my 'give everyone the cold shoulder' thing. my 'fuck everything up' thing. i dont want to fuck this up- i dont want to lose you- i cant be alone anymore- dont let me lose you- dont let me- dont let- dont. dont ignore me. im not begging, im not asking. im telling. im serious. you want to know if ive ever been in love? yes. im in it right now. im in it so deep, i dont know how ill climb out of it. because im a dumbass, and thats what dumbasses do. they move too fast in life. but im slowing down for you, so please tell me if im running again.