Eyecup — Summary

Dave BontaContemplative

The blue plastic eyecup of my mote-ridden boyhood still sits on the top shelf behind the bathroom mirror, at eye-level now. I remember how good cool tap water felt after the hot tears, tilting my head all the way back & willing my eyelid to open, & afterwards feeling the scar & the scare recede from that bit of grit, but also a lingering sense of guilt for letting all the water dribble to the floor or sink, how the eye that tried to take in a small piece of the earth, as if mere vision were no longer enough, had blinked away the offer of additional tears— had refused to drink.

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Dave Bonta starts with a small, ordinary object: the blue plastic eyecup he used as a child, still sitting behind the bathroom mirror. Now that he's grown, it's at eye level, a quiet sign of how much time has passed. He remembers the sting of a speck in his eye, the hot tears, and the relief of cool water once he got his eyelid open.

The poem then takes an odd, tender turn. Even while recalling the relief, the speaker feels a lingering guilt about the water he let spill. He imagines the eye as having reached for "a small piece of the earth," as if looking wasn't enough, and then refusing the tears that might have washed it out. The mood is gentle and reflective, a little humorous, a little wistful. A childhood mishap becomes a thought about how we take the world in, and how we sometimes turn it away.

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