Looking for the Reader — Summary

Dave BontaCheerful

My love sends instant messages while she works: “I hope the reader might surface from a sea of paper.

I lost the cable too, but it has just emerged— along with a packet of tissues, a lip salve & a hair comb— from beneath an ancient layer on my desk.”

Five minutes later: “No reader yet, but two keys, three xd memory cards, one paperclip, two buttons, three elastic bands & a pair of buttonhole scissors. A small stapler, two passport pictures of A., a nintendo stylus, a medication prescription form & a folding plastic fork. Oh, & a reel of pink sewing cotton. But no reader.

The tissues, I see, came from Hotel Metro Heights, 8/35 WE A. Padam Singh Road, Karol Bagh, New Delhi-5.

Here’s a receipt for milk & biscuits for work which I should have claimed in March last year & an un- signed credit card. Here’s my prefect’s badge from school, a short piece of six-core copper wiring, the top from a bottle of bath ales & an apple pip—make that two apple pips. No reader.

Another credit card I didn’t know I had! This one is signed. I suppose I should cut them up.”

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Told through a series of instant messages, the poem follows a woman searching her cluttered desk for a "reader," presumably a memory card reader or similar gadget. She never finds it. Instead, each message turns up more odds and ends: keys, memory cards, buttons, scissors, a plastic fork, an unsigned credit card, a school prefect's badge, even an apple pip, then two.

The speaker, who relays her messages, mostly steps back and lets her voice carry the poem. Her tone is wry, easygoing and a little rueful. She isn't panicking about the missing object; she's amused by what keeps surfacing instead. The long, specific lists make the mess feel real and oddly affectionate.

There's also a quiet shift. Old receipts, a hotel's address and a school badge hint at past moments buried under the paper, so the search becomes a small excavation of a life. The ending, with a second credit card and the thought of cutting them up, is light but slightly wistful. The mood is warm, humorous and domestic, with a touch of nostalgia.

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