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sitting in a cold house staring at my empty wood stove thinking it’s my fault that she went cold

and with the lights out it’s brighter outside than in the snow reflecting the clouds reflecting the lights from town

a house is a strange husk home to so many others like the 18 white-footed mice I’ve slaughtered this winter

or my dreams which I no longer recall but which I presume to exist like the giant rat snake whose skin I found in the ceiling

my cold wooden house sits up a cold mountain hollow and so I am both high and deep in the country

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A man sits in an unheated house, staring at a stove with no fire in it, and blames himself for the fact that "she went cold." The line works two ways: the stove has gone cold, but so, it seems, has someone he loved. The poem never explains further, which makes the loss feel quiet and unresolved.

From there the speaker looks at what else shares his space. He calls the house a "husk," a shell that holds other lives: the mice he has killed, the snake that left its skin in the ceiling, even his own forgotten dreams, which he assumes are still there. Each is something present but unseen, or already gone. The mood is lonely and reflective, with a dry, almost matter-of-fact tone that hides regret. The final lines give the setting a neat twist. His house sits in a mountain hollow, so he is "both high and deep," a position that feels like isolation as much as peace.

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