Suspense — Summary

Dave BontaAnxious

You are waiting for the next thing to be popular so you can admit how much you’ve come to loathe the last thing. But with this economy, who knows whether there will even be a next thing? That last thing might be the last thing ever, in which case you will someday come to miss it with all the fervent conviction of nostalgia.

tea for two the ant holding a crumb above her head

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Bonta's piece opens with a dry, teasing prose paragraph. It addresses "you" and describes a familiar kind of cultural impatience: you're only waiting for a new trend so you can finally admit you're sick of the old one. Then the thought turns anxious. If the economy is bad, maybe there won't be a next thing at all, and the last thing could become something you miss with sentimental, almost absurd devotion. The tone is wry, a little sour, and it pokes fun at how fickle our tastes are.

The short haiku-like verse that follows changes the mood completely. Two people share tea, and an ant carries a crumb above her head. The ant doesn't wait for anything to be popular. She just holds what she has and keeps going. Set beside the restless, self-absorbed prose, the image feels calm, small and quietly funny. The poem seems to suggest that attention to a simple, present moment is a relief from all that trend-watching.

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