Place holder — Summary

Dave BontaContemplative

morning smells like a burning hymnal now that it’s afternoon

like a vast excavation by archaeologists of the present

a blend of fresh earth and mildew ozone and the blood of cut roots

if i were a dancer i would know what to do

with this wild scent turning into end-of-summer heat

as it is there are sun-drunk leaves insects and vagrant warblers

and they seem to have things under control

while i sit and try to be a better place holder

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The speaker is sitting outdoors on an afternoon at summer's end, noticing a smell that seems left over from the morning. The images are odd and vivid: a burning hymnal, an excavation, fresh earth mixed with mildew and the "blood of cut roots." The scent is rich, a little unsettling, and slowly turning into heat.

The speaker admits to feeling unequipped. "If i were a dancer i would / know what to do" suggests a wish to respond to all this with the right kind of movement or expression. Instead there are only leaves, insects and warblers, which "seem to have / things under control." Nature doesn't need to be told how to act.

The ending is quiet and a bit self-mocking. The speaker settles for being "a better place holder," someone who simply holds a spot and pays attention. The mood is calm, humble and gently wry, with a sense that watching carefully may be enough.

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