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i am not equal to the stars

much less any junkie’s point of light

my right index fingernail has gone missing

i share a common tongue with lawyers and sociopaths

a small white moth spends the night in one of my shoes

so i avoid the paper get my blood bath from the dawn

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The speaker begins by admitting they are not equal to the stars, or even to the cheap, fleeting "point of light" a drug user might chase. It is a humble, slightly self-mocking start. From there the poem moves through a handful of small, odd details: a missing fingernail, a shared language with lawyers and sociopaths, a moth sleeping in a shoe. None of these is explained, and the poem never says how they connect.

What comes through is a feeling of being diminished and a little uneasy. The missing nail suggests damage or loss, and the line about lawyers and sociopaths hints at discomfort with the ordinary language we all use, as if words themselves were slightly tainted. The moth is a quiet, gentle counterpoint. At the end, the speaker turns away from the newspaper and takes in the dawn instead, calling it a "blood bath," which makes sunrise feel raw and cleansing at once. The mood is wary, sparse and tender, with a small hope of renewal.

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