End Times — Summary

i am not ready for a light-filled forest

still half aflame i struggle to recognize it

with thinning hair comes the chill of loss

i finger a nickel that slaveowner’s face

riding in my pocket like i’m lewis and clark

under red and scarlet oaks the music of falling acorns

tick-tocking but only at random moments

i clock in at several caught breaths an hour

a forest can turn to coal in the fullness of time

and those who believe in hell can dig it up and burn it

with faith all things acquire an airbrushed glow

but when mountains move there’s a detachment fault

beneath which other rocks go their own way

i sit watching the treetops glow

in sun that they can no longer taste

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The speaker walks or sits in a forest in autumn, and the beauty around him is tangled up with dread. The title, "End Times," hints at why: the red and scarlet oaks, the glowing treetops, even the speaker's own thinning hair all suggest things coming to an end. He admits he isn't ready for a "light-filled forest," as if so much brightness is too much to face.

The poem keeps pulling the large and the small together. A nickel in his pocket carries a slaveowner's face, and he jokes that he's like Lewis and Clark, a small, uneasy nod to history and conquest. Falling acorns tick like a clock, and he counts his own "caught breaths." Then the view widens to coal, hell, and shifting mountains, suggesting how belief and time can turn a living forest into fuel.

The ending is quiet and sad. The treetops glow in sun they "can no longer taste," so the beauty he watches may already be hollow. The mood is anxious, wry, and mournful.

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