Axe — Summary

It was late. The lamplight gelled around you like pine sap thickening into amber. You were forgetting how to read, losing words in the exact reverse order of how you learned them decades before, until the book open on your lap seemed as blankly comforting as a glass of milk.

Death had come, but not for the reasons usually alleged. He found himself enchanted by your bones, which were light as piccolos, & your skull’s smile faintly visible under the skin like a subliminal advertisement for eternal spring. The clock stopped in mid-tick. Your eyes took on a faraway look.

Was I supposed to run after you? I was tired. My trademark guitar had long since gone electric – an axe, as they say. The kind with back-to-back blades: one for the kindling, one for the icy air.

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The speaker describes the final stretch of a person's life, addressed as "you," as memory and language fade. The loved one loses words in the reverse order they were learned, until a book feels as bland and soothing as a glass of milk. Death arrives almost tenderly, charmed by the person's light bones and the smile of the skull beneath the skin. The clock stops, and the eyes look somewhere far off.

The last stanza turns to the speaker, who sounds worn out and unsure: "Was I supposed to run after you? I was tired." The guitar-turned-axe image is odd and open to interpretation, but the double-bladed axe, one edge for kindling and one for icy air, suggests both warmth and cold, making and cutting. The mood is quiet and strangely gentle, with a dry humor that keeps grief from becoming heavy. Beneath it sits exhaustion, and perhaps a hint of guilt.

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