Widower’s song — Summary

she left behind her road and her doors her never sit down her nothing her no body

the discipline of her religion sober and drunk

her living hand melancholy as a careless gun her fear her truth

her contract with me to make whole

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A widower takes inventory of what his wife left behind, and the poem's broken, stacked phrasing shows how hard that is. Her "road and her doors" suggest a life of movement and openness, and "her never sit down" makes her sound restless and tireless. Then the line breaks on "her nothing her no / body," splitting the word "nobody" so that it also reads as "no body." Her absence is made physical: she is gone, and so is the person he knew.

The details that follow are not sentimental. She had a strict religion, lived "sober and drunk," and had a hand "melancholy as a careless gun," which hints at a dangerous sadness in her. The speaker seems to remember the whole, difficult person, not a saint. The last two lines, her "contract with me / to make whole," read as a bond he still feels bound by. The mood is bare, sorrowful, and unsettled, with love mixed with the ache of things unresolved.

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