On Stilts — Summary

She was the only child, she says — she never got to play. Mother put her to work as soon as she could walk, a brand-new list of chores every morning. Pennsylvania Germans were very judgmental, she says, her eyes made enormous by thick glasses. Whenever anything bad happened, it could only be punishment for some slip: the Lord is good.

Now, with both parents dead, she thought she was unlikely ever to go back. But after the surgery, she had to lie prone for two weeks while her eyes refilled with fluid. Short trips to the bathroom were O.K., as long as she didn’t look at anything but the floor. If she tilted her head back just once, the ophthalmologist warned, her eyes might collapse into their sockets. She felt like a slug, complete with retractable eyestalks.

Her husband bought her a laptop & placed it on a chair at the foot of the bed where she could comfortably reach the keys, & she bookmarked pictures of the sky. They helped her fall asleep — a few, difficult hours wrested from the interminable wakefulness. She dreamt of crossing darkened fields & forests on tall stilts, the lamp-lit kitchens of her childhood teetering below.

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A woman recalls a childhood with no play, only chores handed out each morning by a mother who belonged to a judgmental community. Bad things were read as punishment for small failures, and the poem says plainly that "the Lord is good," a line that sounds more like a rule than a comfort.

The main scene is her recovery from eye surgery. She must lie face down, barely allowed to look at anything but the floor, and she compares herself to a slug with retractable eyestalks, a wry, slightly rueful image. Her husband sets up a laptop so she can look at pictures of the sky, which finally lets her sleep a little. Then comes the dream: she crosses dark fields and forests on tall stilts, with the kitchens of her childhood wobbling beneath her.

The tone is quiet and tender, with some dry humor. The ending suggests she is rising above her past, though it still sits uneasily just below her.

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