In a Month of Sundays — Poem analysis

Dave BontaRomantic

All this time without the sight of you has been bright, quiet, sweat-free, with only the distant tolling of bells morning after morning to remind me that somewhere people might be rising & kneeling together, intertwining the fingers of their left & right hands & bowing their heads over them, intoning the joyful syllables of reunion. The moon has rounded its full cycle from dark to dark all the while this single day has kept replaying, like a peppy song on heavy rotation, & I have set the noontime table as well as a guy who lives alone can do. It’s been so long! Here, have a seat. Join me in my vigil for that stranger, the Monday blues.

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Everyone knows that "a month of Sundays" means a very long time, but Dave Bonta takes the phrase almost literally. His speaker has lived through a whole lunar month in which one day seems stuck on repeat: "this single day has kept replaying." The idiom about waiting becomes a description of a life where the calendar has stopped moving. From there the central idea grows. Solitude can flatten time until even a dreaded thing, like Monday, becomes something to long for.

The first line sounds like the start of a love poem: "All this time without the sight of you." But the "you" is never named, and the poem leaves that gap open. The speaker's days have been "bright, quiet, sweat-free," a tidy trio of adjectives that sounds like contentment. Yet "sweat-free" also hints at a lack of effort, work, maybe closeness. The only sound is "the distant tolling of bells," which reminds him that "somewhere people might / be rising & kneeling together." That "might" matters. He is no longer sure the rest of the world is carrying on, and he listens to the ritual the way you listen to a party through a wall.

The poem's picture of worship is careful and slightly strange. Instead of the word "prayer," we get gestures: "intertwining the fingers / of their left & right hands / & bowing their heads over them." Broken down like this, prayer looks like hands holding each other, a kind of togetherness that can be performed with no one else present. For a man who "lives alone," that detail may carry weight, though the poem never says so. The congregation's words are "the joyful syllables of reunion," and one might expect "communion" there. The swap of a religious word for a personal one ties the church's gathering to the speaker's own missing person.

Structurally, the poem is a single block of free verse with no rhyme and no steady meter. The lines are short and enjambed, so the sentences spill over the ends. The first sentence runs ten lines before it stops at "reunion," as if the speaker, with no one to talk to, has a great deal stored up. The ampersands add to this loose, jotted-down feel. Even so, the sound work is deliberate. "Rounded its full cycle / from dark to dark" lets the word "rounded" mime the circle it describes. "Replaying" and "rotation" keep that circling going, so the moon, the song and the repeating day all become versions of the same loop.

The simile "like a peppy song on heavy rotation" is where the tone changes. We move from church bells to radio, and the register turns comic. "Peppy" is exactly the wrong word for a stuck day, which is the point: even a cheerful tune wears you down when you can't switch it off. The humour deepens in "as well as a guy who lives alone / can do," a casual, self-deprecating line that admits loneliness without making a speech about it.

Then the poem turns outward. "It's been so long! Here, / have a seat." The break after "Here," almost lets you hear a chair being pulled out. The speaker is now a host, greeting someone with the warmth of a reunion, the very thing the churchgoers were celebrating. The invitation is to "my vigil / for that stranger, the Monday blues." "Vigil" is another churchy word, so he has built a small liturgy of his own at the noontime table. The final irony is that the Monday blues are about the most familiar feeling there is, and here they are a "stranger" because he hasn't met a Monday in a month. The poem lets the "you" stay open. It could be a visitor, the reader, or Monday itself, and each reading fits.

The poem is worth reading because it holds comedy and ache in the same small space. It never explains why the speaker is alone, so it speaks to anyone who has lived through a stretch of days with no shape. What it shows is that routine, even the kind we complain about, is what lets us feel time passing. When it disappears, the speaker sets a table and waits for the week to start again.

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