Bearings — Summary

Dave BontaAnxious

I took my bearings from a tattered map taped to a lamppost turned left at the inside-out umbrella propped against a dumpster & continued straight past the strip malls & the self-storage units

until I reached open ground contoured with corn stubble a crow on pond ice the blue trees of distance

I walked into the wind sleet stinging my face & shook my head at every driver who pulled alongside & gestured to get in this was where I’d been going I was looking for a reason to turn back

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A speaker sets off on foot, following a battered map and a few odd landmarks, and leaves the town behind: the strip malls, the self-storage units, the broken umbrella by the dumpster. What opens up is a quieter landscape of corn stubble, a crow on pond ice, and trees turned blue by distance.

The final lines change how we read the walk. Drivers keep stopping and offering rides, and the speaker keeps waving them off, walking into wind and stinging sleet. Then comes the surprise: this hard, uncomfortable going is exactly where the speaker meant to be. The goal isn't a place so much as a test. They are looking for a reason to turn back, and the poem suggests they haven't found one.

The mood is stubborn but calm. The language is plain and the details are sharp, so the cold feels real. There is a sense of relief in leaving the built-up world, and a quiet determination in choosing difficulty over an easy lift.

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