Harlequin Ladybird — Summary

Dave BontaAnxious

The ladybird is a hard pill, a dose of red medicine. Her dogged way of walking & the gleam on her elytra suggest a certain brittleness, a gift for sudden flights of rage. You wouldn’t think such a small mouth could pack such a painful bite. Like everyone, I found her cute at first, until I realized there were many more versions of her, & they had infiltrated every crack. Now she lets herself in whenever she wants, only to spend all her time at the window. The pungent scent of her defensive spray permeates the house. What is she afraid of? I begin to suspect that those delicate underwings are really an airmail letter containing the last, unwary words of someone who perished in a house fire, the way she keeps unfolding & refolding them — two sheets of onionskin tucked against a small, bad heart.

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A ladybird is usually a charming sight, but here she is something harder to swallow. The speaker begins by calling her "a hard pill," and the poem goes on to show how a cute visitor turns into an unwelcome presence. There are suddenly too many of them, slipping into every crack of the house, crowding the window, and filling the rooms with the sharp smell of their defensive spray. The speaker's tone moves from amusement to irritation and then to unease.

The final lines shift the mood. Watching her fold and unfold her wings, the speaker wonders what she is so afraid of, and imagines the wings as a letter holding the last words of someone who died in a fire. The beetle stops being a pest and becomes strangely sorrowful, almost haunted. The poem leaves us with both annoyance and pity: a small, anxious creature that the speaker can't quite hate, even while it takes over the house.

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