On the Outside — Summary

A half-hour before the first bell, as the kids from the early buses were milling around in the hall waiting for the library to open, a robin began to assault the courtyard window.

A crowd quickly gathered. He wants in! Look at him. What’s wrong with this fucking bird? Hammering the glass with its beak & wings & ineffectual claws.

The jocks thought it was a riot. Look out, Jim — he’s after you! He’s gonna kick your ass. Then the librarian unlocked the door & everyone ran to get a seat & a newspaper, except for one girl with lank hair & clothes from the Salvation Army. He don’t want to come in, she murmured. He wants that fat thing that mocks his every move to meet him outside.

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A robin keeps flinging itself at a school window, and the students who gather around it see only a joke. They swear at it, laugh, and make threats on the bird's behalf. The jocks turn it into a bit of entertainment, and as soon as the library opens, everyone drifts away to their seats and newspapers.

Only one girl, outsider in her thrift-store clothes, stays behind. She sees what the others miss: the robin isn't trying to get in. It is fighting its own reflection, which she calls "that fat thing / that mocks his every move," and it wants that rival out in the open. Her reading is quiet and strangely tender.

The mood begins loud and rowdy, then turns reflective. The title hints at the link between the girl and the bird. Both are on the outside, and she alone grasps what the bird is really doing. The poem lets her insight stand without comment.

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