Guerillera — Summary

Dave BontaInspired

We cut them down at daybreak at the head of a dry wash with their dogs & their rifles asleep in the thorn scrub, soon to flower

as I remember it growing up: the sudden reds & purples against the ground, the clouds of bees

& I close my eyes for a heart- beat or two– but not, I assure you, from any faint-heartedness. It’s only men who tremble when their guns go off.

I could tell you about the girl I used to be: quiet, solemn in the face of the world’s inevitable cruelties. Helping my uncle at slaughtering time

I loved the way he made his blade shimmy right through the toughest joints so fast they hardly moved– one moment a carcass complete with bone & gristle, the next an exclusive disjunction. Even now

I can hear him singing as he feeds the low fire, scraps of fat simmering for soap: One knee for Doña Sebastiana, both knees for God alone. It’s a dull knife that cuts the hand. Keep your heart still & your shoulder to the sky.

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The speaker, a woman fighter (the title, "Guerillera," points that way), describes an ambush at daybreak. Men sleep beside their dogs and rifles in thorn scrub, and she and her comrades kill them. Even in that moment her mind drifts to the same scrub in bloom, with its bright reds and purples and its clouds of bees, which she remembers from childhood.

She shuts her eyes briefly but insists it isn't fear. She says it's men who tremble when their guns go off. Then she turns to her past, recalling how she helped her uncle at slaughtering time and admired how cleanly his knife passed through the joints. His song, with its advice to keep your heart still and your shoulder to the sky, seems to have become her creed.

The mood is cold and calm, with tenderness running underneath. The poem draws a quiet line between butchery and killing, and the speaker's steadiness feels both learned and chosen.

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