Testament: last lines — Summary

for all those I have plundered (nothing I have is mine to give away)

I can’t decipher my stale devotion it’s made up entirely of curse words no condoms for the heart will save you daily from three dozen blessings pale orange branches, pale blue sky there are always more the mother’s slim hands vanishing into blurred velvet her compound bird-span wings disguised as eyes in twilight, curves as hard as nutshells and beyond, the bright flying splinters of the stars they shower onto the earth to house its want elusive green whorl and I hid it like a mutant twin unraveling the dark seam of winter notch between hills I am as empty as the mourning dove calling today – whoo-ah-ooo-ooo-ah

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Dave Bonta's "Testament: last lines" reads like a final statement from someone taking stock and finding very little to claim. The dedication sets the tone: the speaker has "plundered" others and admits that nothing they own is theirs to give. From there, the poem moves in flashes rather than a clear story. The speaker calls their devotion "stale" and says it is made of curse words, which suggests a love or faith that has soured but hasn't gone away.

Amid this guilt, nature keeps appearing: pale orange branches, a blue sky, stars falling like "bright flying splinters." These images feel beautiful but slightly out of reach, and a strange maternal figure with wings "disguised as eyes" adds an uncanny note. The speaker also mentions hiding something, "like a mutant twin," which hints at shame or a buried part of the self.

The poem ends with the mourning dove's call, and the speaker says they are as empty as the bird. The mood is quiet, regretful and bare, with a little wonder still lingering.

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